It's All Coming Together Now, at Last

July 17, 2009
Yesterday, Thursday, July 16,2009 was a quietly and subtly significant milestone in my search for and development for the abundant and fulfilling life, at least during the remaining years of my life, about a quarter of a century more, by God's grace.

I realized and I decided that I am now ready to receive what I have been asking God and the universe for these past several years. It took me sometime to really believe that I already have those that I was asking for... I realize now that even believing is such an accomplishment because it can take a lot of mind and heart energy to do.

There were two or three quiet and small events that lead to this realization.
One, this excerpt from an Internet article from www.mindreality.com :

" It is the point of choice that creates probable future universes. A choice is an alternative. The moment the condition of choice occurs, the time stream is split into two or more separate time streams. Each probable future universe communicates with our physical present through emotion. The stronger a probable future is,
the stronger we feel the pull towards choosing it. This can be good if it is the future we want. But in cases where it isn't so, we need to use will power to choose a different probable future.

When we deliberately think upon a desired probable future, we put in energy and thereby making it stronger. Soon, the pull towards it becomes the strongest, and by law of attraction our present physical universe would be pulled in its direction. That is why to be a conscious creator of our reality is to create deliberately.
It is not enough to choose positive thoughts and feelings. We must also choose them in the face of conflicting signs and contradictory circumstances. Such is the power of willful intentions."

Two, I chanced upon a Bob Proctor video about his experience with the book 'Think and Grow Rich' by Napoleon Hill and how this turned his life to a greatly abundant and fulfilling one. A point he emphasized in the video was the vital role of emotion in the realization of our desires/intentions. I've read that book more than twenty years ago ( a very old copy I found lying about the house in the province during one summer or Christmas vacation) and while I found it very interesting and a bit disturbing and out-of-my-belief-system , I didn't quite resonate with it nor really take significance in its content. But after that, in the course of my desire for self-development, I read several books and materials on the similar subject, advertently and inadvertently. But now, I believe , hearing about it again is of great significance in my developing mindset and belief system about the abundant and fulfilling life I'm still searching for. Although I have this strong almost disturbing feeling that my abundant and fulfilling life is just around the corner.
So, the next thing I did was to buy the book again, a brand new one and started reading it again and I'm sure this time I will be able to relate more to what it teaches.
Three, I haven't completely shaken off my almost-aversion to selling anything,
but yesterday, quite accidentally and without my intention, I made my very first sale , from my personal e-loading account on the web. I've been thinking and planning for some time about an internet business but this account was just primarily for personal use. This is just a very small beginning and surprise, I quite enjoyed the feeling of having sold something.

Quite recently , this idea has been cropping up in my mind -- that now , the
two fundamental mindset and life-beliefs I have involve and revolve around God and quantum physics, reflecting the spiritual and the material aspects of my life here on earth.

In all, in my search for the abundant and fulfilled life , this is the dynamics that seems to be proposed by my readings - Ask , believe and receive --- which is exactly what the Lord Jesus Christ have been saying all along. Now , I know that
what I search for is actually real and will be experienced. If I trust God about my heavenly afterlife , trusting Him for my earthly abundant and fulfilled life is but a given. Praise God ! Amen.