OK, now that I'm slowly easing into my own true self and less angst-sy about my internal landscape and getting more and more detached from external circumstances as well, I find that I don't have the same need or urge to pour myself out in writing and do journals in the same frequency as before. Instead, I've been into more practical things like studying/reading up on subjects like internet marketing and business stuff and other matters relating to my journey to financial freedom. Less emotion-laden activities. I'm in transition and I'm having 'transition' feelings, I guess. Neither here or there, emotionally..
Oh yes, there is something ... I've got some uncomfortable situation and feelings arising from the need to cut ties with some people that I think are not a positive factor for the growth that I'm trying to achieve.
Showing posts with label Quantum Chronicles. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Quantum Chronicles. Show all posts
Friday, January 28, 2011
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Welcome Back Kotter .i.e. My Ego
For the longest time and up until this time, I've always regarded my ego as something to deny, to fling aside, to be the enemy, to discard like it is not part of me. And that was one reason why I keep on experiencing internal conflicts and contradictions, like a house divided. Well, I realize now that I cannot be whole without my ego. God created the ego. The wrong thinking was that it was something to be squashed and killed. The ego can only become an enemy if it does not function the way God intended. I take my ego back. But this time, an ego that is embraced by God. Thank You, God , for the realization.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Incorporating Myself
This thought/idea came again today .... that of incorporating myself , based on the similar principles of incorporating a business entity or foundation. Hey, I've got this new dream of being a CEO, why not become a CEO of my own corporation, for starters, become a CEO of my own life... and execute my daily affairs, activities,plans,goals and resources in a more organized and purposeful manner. OK, I start. First, I name my personal corporation 'AMDG.INDNJC, Inc.' And I'm praying for God to be the highest officer , the President and the head of the Board of Directors and all the saints and the great men and women of God to be members of the Board. The company name means 'Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam.In Nomine Dei Nostri Jesu Christi'. I love the thought.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
God Speaks Re Me Growing Up --- through the Bible
October 14, 2009
Posting here a message/verse from the Bible which I have written down on a piece of cardboard sometime in the far past. Coming across it again this morning and reading it , it struck a deeper cord , deeper this time , at a point in my life, nearing my senior citizenship, when there is an inner,urgent, almost panicky imperative to have a turn-around for a better life and even the best life there is for me in this life, for whatever time I have left :
Isaiah 52:1-2,6:
1-2 :"Wake up, wake up and clothe yourself with strength. Put on your beautiful clothes. Rise from the dust, take off the slave bands from your neck .... "
6 ...Recognize that it it I, yes, I who speaks to you ...."
Thank You, Father God for the reminder.
Posting here a message/verse from the Bible which I have written down on a piece of cardboard sometime in the far past. Coming across it again this morning and reading it , it struck a deeper cord , deeper this time , at a point in my life, nearing my senior citizenship, when there is an inner,urgent, almost panicky imperative to have a turn-around for a better life and even the best life there is for me in this life, for whatever time I have left :
Isaiah 52:1-2,6:
1-2 :"Wake up, wake up and clothe yourself with strength. Put on your beautiful clothes. Rise from the dust, take off the slave bands from your neck .... "
6 ...Recognize that it it I, yes, I who speaks to you ...."
Thank You, Father God for the reminder.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Really Quantum Step
October 12, 2009
This calls for a personal celebration and boy will I celebrate this final break from the stupid romantic illusion about something( I had to say 'something' to be politically correct). The final innerwork that I had to do in my efforts and goal to erase the programming I had allowed myself to accept consciously or un ... and replace it consciously and with all my mind, heart and eyes open to grow into and become the best person that I could be , hopefully according to God's plan and will for me ... to live life abundantly and more abundantly ... And boy, will I commit myself to that, with the few decades that I still have left in my earthly life, God willing. I've already written down the specifics that I have thought about for the pasts several years and I'm doing what I can possibly do to actuate that commitment ... the rest I leave and commend to God. I am grateful for the realization of those plans and dreams in the very near future, God willing. AMDG.INDNJC!
So I now celebrate in my birthmonth, my freedom and final liberation from that stupid romantic illusion of the past !!
This calls for a personal celebration and boy will I celebrate this final break from the stupid romantic illusion about something( I had to say 'something' to be politically correct). The final innerwork that I had to do in my efforts and goal to erase the programming I had allowed myself to accept consciously or un ... and replace it consciously and with all my mind, heart and eyes open to grow into and become the best person that I could be , hopefully according to God's plan and will for me ... to live life abundantly and more abundantly ... And boy, will I commit myself to that, with the few decades that I still have left in my earthly life, God willing. I've already written down the specifics that I have thought about for the pasts several years and I'm doing what I can possibly do to actuate that commitment ... the rest I leave and commend to God. I am grateful for the realization of those plans and dreams in the very near future, God willing. AMDG.INDNJC!
So I now celebrate in my birthmonth, my freedom and final liberation from that stupid romantic illusion of the past !!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Freewriting My Future
September 23, 2009
In four years' time, this is what I see me doing ... with a laptop and a camera in hand, slow traveling in France, Italy , parts of Spain,Praque , parts of Germany, writing travel and other lifestyle articles for the internet ...
In four years' time, this is what I see me doing ... with a laptop and a camera in hand, slow traveling in France, Italy , parts of Spain,Praque , parts of Germany, writing travel and other lifestyle articles for the internet ...
Thursday, September 3, 2009
God, the First, Ultimate and Only Giver
September 04, 2009
Thoughts while riding in a taxi to the office at 7:00 AM --- These are not original thoughts..surely I have read or heard them somewhere else. The thing is they coagulated in my mind at this moment , unbidden -- the God, the Intelligence that's permeating this universe, is the one and only ultimate Source and Giver , we can only be receivers. What we can "give " is what we receive from God and what one can "give" is what one allowed oneself to receive.
Thoughts while riding in a taxi to the office at 7:00 AM --- These are not original thoughts..surely I have read or heard them somewhere else. The thing is they coagulated in my mind at this moment , unbidden -- the God, the Intelligence that's permeating this universe, is the one and only ultimate Source and Giver , we can only be receivers. What we can "give " is what we receive from God and what one can "give" is what one allowed oneself to receive.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
First World Philippines Under God
September 02, 2009
I'm so heartened and filled with optimism about Senator Mar Roxas decision to give up his personal agenda for a higher purpose.He deserves our gratitude and admiration. He is a much bigger man , for what he just did. It takes more courage and character to give up than to pursue one's interests for the common good.
It is palpable that the recent events starting with the death of former President Aquino's death , and the ongoing miasma of corruption of the current administration has formed a political milieu and momentum for change. The Aquinos just happened to be the actors on this stage in Philippine history that God has assigned the roles for leadership and as rallying points and catalysts for change. I do not feel that the other contenders at this point have this kind of catalytic effect. True, Noynoy Aquino does not have extensive leadership experience as a legislator and Senator Gordon has commented that leadership is earned from the people . But I believe it can also be bestowed by God on whoever He chooses in His wisdom. I sense that Noynoy Aquino, inspite of himself, is being juggernauted to a role that he himself did not even earlier plan for ... he was chosen by circumstances through which God speaks. He just have to work hard, pray hard for the right direction and prove himself to God and the people, afterwards. Here's to my dream and vision of a 'First World Philippines under God' ! I know and believe it will happen in my lifetime! So help us , Father God.
I'm so heartened and filled with optimism about Senator Mar Roxas decision to give up his personal agenda for a higher purpose.He deserves our gratitude and admiration. He is a much bigger man , for what he just did. It takes more courage and character to give up than to pursue one's interests for the common good.
It is palpable that the recent events starting with the death of former President Aquino's death , and the ongoing miasma of corruption of the current administration has formed a political milieu and momentum for change. The Aquinos just happened to be the actors on this stage in Philippine history that God has assigned the roles for leadership and as rallying points and catalysts for change. I do not feel that the other contenders at this point have this kind of catalytic effect. True, Noynoy Aquino does not have extensive leadership experience as a legislator and Senator Gordon has commented that leadership is earned from the people . But I believe it can also be bestowed by God on whoever He chooses in His wisdom. I sense that Noynoy Aquino, inspite of himself, is being juggernauted to a role that he himself did not even earlier plan for ... he was chosen by circumstances through which God speaks. He just have to work hard, pray hard for the right direction and prove himself to God and the people, afterwards. Here's to my dream and vision of a 'First World Philippines under God' ! I know and believe it will happen in my lifetime! So help us , Father God.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
The Power of 'AND'
August 28, 2009
One of the mindsets that I have to grow myself into is the power and possibilities of 'AND' ..... the possibility of being rich AND good, of
of being a leader AND a servant, at the same time . The French have it in 'une belle laid' ... a beautiful , plain woman , figure that out... Of being strong AND gentle , of being mighty,strong AND kind, compassionate ... of being innocent AND wise ... of being beautiful AND intelligent ... the list goes on ...A quantum leap from the straight-jacket of 'OR' into the liberating 'AND'.
One of the mindsets that I have to grow myself into is the power and possibilities of 'AND' ..... the possibility of being rich AND good, of
of being a leader AND a servant, at the same time . The French have it in 'une belle laid' ... a beautiful , plain woman , figure that out... Of being strong AND gentle , of being mighty,strong AND kind, compassionate ... of being innocent AND wise ... of being beautiful AND intelligent ... the list goes on ...A quantum leap from the straight-jacket of 'OR' into the liberating 'AND'.
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