Eureka Again and Again

I am thanking God for this realization --- that one significant reason why I don't have complete peace of mind is that I have not allowed my real and complete self to be established, to be fulfilled ,to be expressed and manifested in my outer life, mostly in consideration of other people and outer factors , and because of my former faulty thinking that to do so would be selfish. Now I know better, not to do so would be being ungrateful to God, my Creator , would be doing disservice to Him because I did not allow His full creation to be developed, grow and bloom to its fullest .... I hope and pray , the remaining years of my life will rectify that. So now, I'm going full blast . And to God be the glory!!