March 05, 2007
Today , I want to thank God , again in blog writing, not only for the blessings, but in a more
profound way for the mistakes I've made, for the dark times , for the desert days in the past forty years.
Those mistakes led me back to God, to consciously search for Him as the ultimate Cause in
my life... to believe in Him not because of the religion I was born into . To search for Him
not only because I needed something and someone to believe in, not only because I needed
someone to support and help me , but because I needed to see the truth about my life
in particular , and life and existence itself ... the big "What's it all about ?' question.
Those dark desert days were God's guidance all along....
I don't have much in this earthly life , worldly wise, right now.. . and that bothers me in
some measure . Being a physical being , I need to have these earthly dreams fulfilled. Copping
out of the physical realm will not do , although that will be very easy to do.
But those physical realm fulfillment will be hollow , pointless and meaningless if not related to or placed in the context of God's will and intention for my life and existence. It took me forty or so
years to learn that ... and Thank God I did .... Now the rest of my life , God willing, will be lived
in God's light ... Amen.
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